Hello :D

Hello blogger !! xDD long time didnt post..ehehe..

anyone miss me ?? :P aha .. lol..

hhmm..Today i want to post about somethings importance ;P

but not that importance laa..ehehe.. xD

i want to post...aaaaa.. *blank* aha.. xD 

okey..i start the story.ehehe.. xD ..

okey..last last last last last last last last week ~

at my first day of school..was so damn good and awesome..but a little bored..ehehe..

and..that time also..i see this boy but he from 3 Dahlia..

he face look familier like the boy that i like this year..

the boy that i like is shool at SM VOKASIONAL ..

even though he not so handsome .. but he kinda cute.. :P

back to the from 3 boy.. he cute also..ehe..

me and m friends also disturbing him when he walk through our class..

ahaha..just this afternoon..me and my friends just now his name..his name is.. *Rahsia*

cant tell you guys..ahaha xDD..okey..i only post about the from 3 boy and the boy that i like at

vokasional school.. <3 ;D

Yesterday ♥

Hello Blogger ♥ !!

long time didn't post ahaha...miss you all laaa... xDD

by the way..today i want to post about yesterday story....

where should i start??? hhmmm....aaaa...okey....i will star from my PMR test !!

ehehe...PMR ALREADY FINISH !! but still nervous about the result..hhmm.. :/

but it's okey...we can enjoy and can released stress with scream like an idiot aha..lol..

 finish about PMR !

NOw back to another topic about my cute CRUSH ! ^.<

ehehe..about him..hhmmm....yesterday i talk to him..

about his pen-drive because he want to hear  the song that i want him o hear..

but...he didn't bring it..hhmm :/ ..

but it's okey....as long as i can text with him..hehehe..

yesterday also..he talk to like this "PETANG NI KMU MASIH ADA EXAM" ..

he so caring boy....eheheeh.. *Ngegeh*

ahahahaa...okey..this are all the post that i want to share to you guys..

ABOUT YESTERDAY !! ehehe.. ^.^

I Try Not To Love You AnyMore

Hello Blogger !!how are you?? i'm fine as always..but not always la..

just a little bit hurt..ehehe..-PEACE- by the way..

today i want to post about aaahhmm...about..about....eerrmm...

NOT TO LOVE YOU ANYMORE !!! ><

okey..i really want to try that..but..i always miss you and more in love with..

how???give me some advice or whatever..

PLEASE !! D': .. i already can't stay anymore...fell like want to go far far far far FAR!!!

away from here...i already have been hurt all the time..!!

it's all because of you. !!...i don't want to see you anymore..

and i don't want to see your girlfriend...

I HATE IT!!!..

you still don't know anything...you  still don't want my feeling to you...

you still "buat tak tauk" jak...

but i can hide the tears behind my smile that i always give to you..and my friends..

my friends also don't know..what my feeling..i always keep it in a secret....

even you always see me smile all the time....you always think that i'm HAPPY right??

you WRONG !!! i smile because i hine the pain !!

okey...i already make my mind...i will never thinking of you... 

i will never wishing you were mind...

i will never dreaming about you...

i will never look at you...

i will never "cari kmu"

and i will ignore you..if you call my grandfather name...

you got it ?? !!

I WILL TRY MY BEST NOT TO LOVE 

AND LIKE YOU ANYMORE!! CRUSH !! :'C

painful :'(

Hello guys~! long time didn't update my blogger..ehehe..

here..i want to share to you guys the tears behind my smile..

that i always give to my friends..family..and my CRUSH..

i really don't want to show the painful and heartbroken..

to my friends and family..i don't want to see them sad..

btw..the secret behind my smile is...

I smile..went i see you two..walk together every Morning..

I smile..went i see you walk pass her class every Morning..

I smile..went i see you help her bring her bottle..ever Morning..

I smile..went you..went you..write her name at your FACEBOOK..

PROFILE...

and many more secret that i have...but i can't tell you guys now..

i can't help it...i just can't..IT'S VERY-VERY PAINFUL..YOU KNOW!!!...

and please...don't use...my class stairs okey....

i don't want to see you guys again...i can't stand went i see you two walk together

but..i still can be patient...okey...

by the way...you two can also..use another stairs right??? why you two..must using my class stairs??

i know..that your girlfriend class is on top of my class..

you guys still can use another stairs bah...

okey..that all i want to say about my secret that i hide... :')

Heart Broken

Dear Crush,
       
             hey....i though u still like me..but my mistake..still hoping u..right??
             ahahaha...i'm a stupid girl right??? so easy to been playing with...
             but this time...i don't...i don't trust u or the other boys that like me...
             btw...if u already have GIRLFRIEND please~ don't call my
             bother IPAR okey....if u still like me..u can call him that name..
             but if not...just forget it...and...the mcz that i send to you on TUESDAY NIGHT..
             is our last mcz...please dont mcz me again...i feel ver very very very SAD...
             i don't want to see ur face again...okey....

                                                      HEART BROKEN!!! ;'(

feel guilty :(

Dear you , 

            

        i'm very sorie about yesterday...i know that u mad at me...i'm very2 sorie..

        yesterday..i miss u so damn much...that y i mcz u....i though u not bz...

        hope u can apologize me...i really love u...when i firsy saw u...i fall in love with..

       but i know that u always love...but i don't want to tell u..that i like u..yesterday..i want to tell u that...

        but i cant..because i feel so scared to tell..i scared that my heart will break...

        i dont want .....pls..if i tell u that i love..pls dont break my heart again....

        PLEASE !! ;'( ... I LOVE YOU DAMN MUCH....

        

        btw...i still feel so guilty.... :(

                                                                          

                                                REALLY FEEL GUILTY!!! about yesterday..                         

-.-'

Hello !!!!!

long time didnt post2...ahaha....

tomorrow already go to school...feel like....

aaa...i don't know la....aaaiisshhh ~ ==''

but...tomorrow i can meet with him again...

ahaha...him and my ex boy....

feel So HAPPY  !!!! XDD

and can meet my friends again...miss with my friends loorrhh..

long time didn't see them...

ahahaha...

btw..my HOMEWORK...didnt finish went..

haiyaa....why me so lazy this year...

makin dekat PMR makin LAZY..la..me..

haiyaa....

SO DISAPOINTED!!!